Myself

Some day you will understand my agonies my torments!

reasons, I chose to trespass my own hidden lies,

reasons for which I faked in your absence,

about you, about me, about us.

Years have passed and spaces are shrinking,

survival is difficult with this burdensome smile.

I have realized and I believe you too will understand,

my room needs a wider window,

or may be I do not want any walls to live in,

that little flower in my balcony

reminds me of my beautiful cruel cheating,

No more roses, its emptiness in its absence may full me more now.

my deceptive looks have worn out,

it is time to say I know myself,

with all bitter truths, I find myself today.

If you still love me,

may be someday I will love myself too.....