Enlightenment

I escape in wide horizons,
I run in wide spread free spaces.
my gloomy soul that serves its own obnoxious flesh,
seeks enlightenment, seeks a final plight.

it soaks in dimensions of rays
it sojourns in colourless dunes
but still,
apart from its sins
it shimmers as god's own child in few susceptible moments.
moments wrapped in sweet conversations
heart opening up to soul, in those rare moments.


enlightenment,  not as sweet
as written or talked
it splits priorities and judgement
making me bitter and coarser with each day

still i walk bare foot,, still miles to go
I am starving in scorching heat
all this to find myself
whom I have lost many years ago
in shadows of others.

Just a last chance to see within my soul
if i am still alive..