I fail

At times when silence creeps between our words

I fail to explain the reasons, the causes, the dilemma,

And at that moment i feel like,

untouched pain arises in the vicinity of my existence,

like it has been discovered for the first time....

My love is dimensionless
and I fail to mould it in any shape
I know dear, my doubts stand on false notions
but I know they arise to fall and die forever....

They say i am possessive
But I fail to make them realise
this is something that I own, its already mine.

I want to show you countless colours of my love
But I fail to traverse them all myself.
As colours are added every single day,
every single minute, every single second,
and they just keep on adding with every breath I take.
and I hope you understand its my love,
and it has to be so different from hers or others..........

Letters

she scribbles a note of shimmering rains and thundering clouds
of monsoon cassia and rainforests
of dews and drops
of wet afternoonsof her drenched clothes and soaky shimmering skinof her rain soaked sandals andof two coffee cupsthen she sighs
with tears she writes her last sentence
"our forbidden love"
she slips it into the envelope.
outside the window,
a scorching sun just witnessed one of her lies

Residues

Residues of your love, just mourn their identity.

My charred skin looks not pretty any more.

Mornings are untouched just like nights,

These thirsty lips have nothing to hold.

They just sung melodies of forgotten love now.

Lust forges love, void surrounds my heart,

Kill me for my sins, and take out my flesh,

As my soul in torment, longing for submission,

Takes a forbidden path.

Listen to my unspoken words.

As I still love you for not loving me………